The Fate of a City

I've been a fan of LeBron James since he first came into the league and posted 25 points, 9 assists and 6 rebounds on the Sacremento Kings -- or Queens if you asked Shaq -- in his first NBA game. As LeBron's game improved, my love for the game of basketball and the NBA became more present as well.

The early exit of the Cleveland Cavaliers, LeBron's team, in this year's playoffs came as a shock to me. This was the year he would win it. I just knew it for certain. But that's when I realized that nothing is ever a sure thing. As the cliche goes, "That's why you play the game."

With the Cavs at home, another part of the LeBron era has begun and that is "Where's LeBron going?"

If you aren't a sports fan, than you may not know that the two-time NBA MVP is a free-agent this summer and has the chance to play anywhere he pleases. This isn't usually such a big deal. Superstars in any sport, whether it's the NBA or the NFL, have the chance to explore new territories each year. But what makes this year different is that 5 of the top 25 NBA players, two of them being definite future hall-of-famers, have that chance.

In all the years that I've watched the NBA, this has had to be the strangest and most hyped off-season of all time. Whatever happens this summer has the potential to change the NBA for the next decade and the biggest bearer of that weight is undoubtedly LeBron.

What makes LeBron situation so special is that he has essentially played for his hometown team for his seven-year career. LeBron, who is an Akron native, was drafted by the Cavs as the No. 1 pick in the 2003 NBA Draft. Cleveland, which is only approximately 50 minutes from Akron, took LeBron as their native son.

With seven years passing and no titles to show for it, the Cavs and LeBron relationship is currently up in the air and without being on the point of hyperbole; everyone is wants to know where LeBron is headed. My 73-year-old nana even has an opinion on what LeBron's next move will be.

"I hope he stay (in Cleveland)," she said in her deep, southern accent, a couple of weeks ago.

While I will remain a LeBron fan regardless of his decision, I think that it has been overlooked by the media and regular folk who love the game of basketball, about the pressure LeBron and the city of Cleveland is experiencing right now. Yes, it's widely known that Cleveland sports haven't brought home a title in several decades, but LeBron was and is the only hope of Cleveland gaining any title hopes. Both the Browns and the Indians aren't near having teams with title hopes, and since the Cavs supporting cast are pretty much a bunch of castoffs, players way past their prime -- I'm looking at you Shaq -- and role player, LeBron is the Cavs.

Ask any regular NBA fan and they'll say something that will resemble this, "LeBron is a beast, but the rest of the Cavs are trash." Even with this year's team, which was loaded compared to some of the other teams LeBron led to playoffs, it was still LeBron, a nerdy coach and a bunch of other guys. Guys who couldn't step up when necessary and a coach who continually lacked creativity on offense.

Instead of looking at where LeBron might go -- I think his best chance of winning a ring or multiple, is by going to Chicago with Derrick Rose and Joakim Noah -- I believe that the amount of pressure LeBron has had to face these past two years should be properly analyzed.

Yes, he brought some of it on himself. If he would've committed to Cleveland I think some of this would've been preventable, but LeBron is only 25 and who wants to be tied down at 25. So, it's understandable if the man wants to keep his options open.

When LeBron came to Cleveland, they were beyond terrible. I remember the Ricky Davis/Darius Miles days. Damn, were those rough, but LeBron shined regardless. He became Cleveland basketball. And if LeBron leaves, that's Cleveland basketball as we know it. If you watched this year's playoffs and last year's, you couldn't help but notice how quick the crowd would get uptight if these weren't going the Cavs way. If the Cavs were down by four going with 2:50 seconds left in the fourth quarter, the crowd was as silent as a mime. Forget a knife; you could cut the tension with a bare hand. At any moment it looked like the Quicken Loans Arena could spontaneously combust and if I could feel, I can't imagine how it weighed on the players. Especially with this season being possibly the last time LeBron would wear a Cavs jersey.

No one man should have all that power.

And I think that's what is lost in this. We dehumanize these athletes and forget that they're human beings who feel pressure just like we feel it. The pressure of not just any city, but your home city, the pressure of all the people counting on you and the pressure of people wanting you to fail just so you can, maybe, play for their city.

I don't think that even LeBron's 6" 9' frame could handle all of that. And he shouldn't have to.

So, come July 1st, I'll be waiting patiently to see where LeBron lands, and hopefully he'll make the decision with his head and his heart.

When They Reminisce Over You

With tomorrow being Memorial's Day, this will be the second holiday that I've spent away from my family and it only enhances the loneliness I sometimes feel in Columbus. Though it has been an adjustment being away from pretty much every familiar face I’ve grown accustomed to over the past couple of years, I know that the decision I made to move up here is for the best.

Or at least I hope.

I talked to my mama yesterday and she had wondered whether I was coming home for Memorial’s Day and while I would love to, it’s probably not in my best interest to drive back to Dayton, when I plan on coming home this upcoming Friday. As of now, I stand to spend Memorial’s Day alone, which is kind of sad, but I imagine that I’m not the only person in the world feeling this way.

My friend named Will, who is currently in the U.S. Marine Corps, is probably experiencing what I’m going through and has been for the past three years. Last time I talked to him he was in Nevada, so hopefully everything is well with him. It’s shocking to think that the past few years have went by so fast and now, like Will, I’m away from my family – completely on my own.

At times, I feel weak for missing people. I spend a lot of time either by myself or lost in my thoughts and though I’m optimistic about how my life will turn out, I can’t help but not hear the voices of doubt that reside in my head. I try to think of the positive things that may lie ahead, but if I do I’ll just daydream about the future instead of focusing on what’s more important.

My present.

Life could be worse, but it’s hard to separate yourself from your own feelings and thoughts. I guess that I should use Will as an example, because he’s been traveling the country, having to adjust to whatever new place he’s sent to and he’s managed to persevere. Hopefully I can too.

To all those soldiers representing our country, I can’t say enough how much I take for granted what you do to protect people like myself. I wish you peace and happiness in your journeys.

Happy Memorial’s Day.

Posts slated for this week: A recap of my OSU orientation and my opinion on the Summer of the King aka LeBronamania

Where Do I Begin?

I started this blog about a year ago for a class I was taking. Being that I am an aspiring journalist – which is pretty obvious – maintaining a blog should’ve been a necessity for me. It would’ve kept my writing skills sharp and I would have full control over the content I posted. There was just one tiny problem.

I’m lazy.

Now you may ask, why am I (re)- launching the blog if I’m lazy? Well, if you must know, my former editor and co-worker, Joe Stueve, told me my writing skills were wack. Or something along those lines, sometimes I just hear what I want to hear. But I digress, Joe told me I should start blogging and I thought, Well that wouldn’t be such a bad idea if my life wasn’t so devastatingly boring. Whether that be the case, I know for me to continue to grow as a writer, I must continually develop my voice as one and the only way to do that is by writing.

So, this blog will be about my journey. To wherever this laptop leads me and whoever happens to read this blog will be along for the ride. I plan to touch on a range of topics, but the blog is for me to improve as a writer and keep track of that progress.

For all those who visit the site, be critical, yet encouraging. Any advice you have, I’m open to it. Because at the bare minimum, I want to be a better writer than Joe Stueve, which in my opinion wouldn’t be so bad.